Update!

Hi everybody – happy June! I wanted to give you all an update about what’s been happening with me lately, why posting has slowed down, and what to expect coming up on the site. I’m going to split it into two segments. I’ve put part 1 under a subscriber’s block because it is deeply personal, and I want to share it with my readers because I feel I owe you an explanation, but I don’t necessarily need the whole entire world seeing it. The first section also has trigger warnings, if you don’t want to read that feel free to just skip to part two.

What’s next?

I’ve been finding it very difficult to write in my current mental state, but I really miss it, and I think forcing myself back into posting might help me manage some of my stress (this is what I’m fervently hoping, at least 😅). I’m going to try a different approach to writing and scheduling my content than I’m used to to see if it will help alleviate some of the pressure I’ve been feeling when I sit down in front of an empty page. Typically I would be posting several different multi-chaptered stories all at the same time, and I would have no trouble bouncing from story to story as I wrote, but lately I’ve been finding the number of WIPs I’ve got to be way too overwhelming.

The plan right now is to change my method and only write one contained story at a time, and then begin to post them once they’re finished in their entirety, so I’m not leaving people with giant cliffhangers and weeks or months with no updates. This may mean that there will still be gaps between different stories being posted if the next piece I’m working on hasn’t been finished by the time the previous one finishes posting, however, I feel like this will still be a more consistent flow of content for you guys than what you’re currently getting. My goal here is to make sure I’m still providing you with great quality fics, and I don’t want to half-ass writing these stories just to have something to post, I want them to actually be worth it and remain work that I’m proud to put my name to. (Or ashamed to put my name to, but only because of the kinks, no because of the quality 😂.)

Single Tier members, the terms of your subscription won’t be affected at all. You will still always get to read everything I post a minimum of four weeks before it is released publicly, and there will also be plenty of website-exclusive content coming up that won’t be published publicly at all.

Birthday commissioners, just a reminder that if you are signed up to my Double Tier and I owe you a birthday commission, please message me on Discord or Tumblr and make sure you’ve given me your birthday date because I’ve had quite a lot of people sign up and then not respond when I ask for it! If you don’t give me your birthday before your birthday comes for that year, I can’t give you your fic.

Monthly commissioners (Triple and Nitro), I’ll be in touch with each of you individually about your pieces and how this will work in my head for you guys–and you can always reach out to me if you’ve got any questions.

4 thoughts on “Update!

  1. I just became a member of yours tonight but I still want to say that I’m sending you positive vibes & prayers and I really hope your situation gets better!! I’m shocked how much we have in common with our struggles right now!! I too suffer from depression & anxiety and have been trying hard to stop self harming, I actually stopped taking all my meds for mental help cause nothing seemed to work and some problems got much worse, I’m not suggesting you do that, its definitely not recommended, but I was on 11 diff medications at once and was spiraling out of control!! My hubby & I also rarely have sex, literally 2x a year and I have to beg like crazy to get that! I know for a fact its one of the main reasons for my depression & low self-esteem and he couldn’t care less!! He shows me zero affection, doesn’t bother asking whats wrong when I cry, and the only time I get kissed is when he leaves for work or goes to bed and its only a quick pop kiss. We’ve been married for 23 yrs and it’s been this way for about 18yrs.
    If you want someone to talk to about any of this in here for you, I’d love to have somebody who understands what I’m going through as well!!

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    1. Thank you so much for joining and your well wishes! I’m sorry that you’ve had the same sorts of struggles to deal with, because it really is shit isn’t it? Hopefully some new writing will help cheer the both of us up!

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